I recently got glasses so, I look like a dork now. :-)
I already got used to my classes, and I actually really enjoy school. :) I am not shy anymore and the teachers already know me. I am not passing math and I think Physics thought. I freaking SUCK at math. My teacher's name sounds like "Mango" and she talks to everyone like we're a kindergarten class.
And I swore my Physics teacher said "I just took a shit" when they were talking about twitter. o___o
By the way, apparently no one has ever seen someone wear black lipstick. Almost everyone gave me a stare while I wore it. '-'
I STILL wanna meet this girl who is "fan girling" me at school, well I know who she is... but, Ima meet her and hug her. c:
Sooooo, I had a journal I would write EVERYTHING (Secrets and such) and I lost it at lunch, I'm still wondering who's reading them.. It has soo much stuff on there. D;
I have a "Aaron Samuels" (His nickname) this year, and oh boy let me tell you. It's grool. I just hope it doesn't end up like the movie did...
I'm so terrified of getting in a relationship and deal with the heartache of it all. Since my last relationship was based on lies. I am too scared to love someone.
I think it's best to start off slow, best friends and lovers is the greatest type of relationship out there, and rushing something is the wrong way to go. :)
Also, one thing.. don't lead anyone on just because, you like the attention. It gives you a whole lot of guilt on your shoulders. Trust me. :| I didn't try to lead them on, I just ended up not liking that person? Coming off too strong can do a lot of damage. Oh well that's another short chapter in my book that seriously needs to be shredded pronto.
On a good note I learned a lot of braids in Cosmo and I think everyone is getting along now. I accidently shooted the water shooter thing from the shampooing sink and wet me like twice. How embarrassing. No one is letting me give them Cornrolls though. -___- I can't wait to put my name on a station and get my own manican. {:
I wanna join competition but, I have no crazy Idea of what to do, I want a princess theme or-or something no one has done before? Hmm well I have time to look it up on tumblr. Which you should follow me because, I barley started to get it going again, and I have like no followers, and I really need people to follow back. http://ifancyouxx.tumblr.com/
I dred going to school sober, I can't concentrate and I like blocking out the bad vibes and people's negativity. I have to go through withdrawls do to the fact I actually care about my liver. But, I'm going to be sooo frustrated. :|
My life has been pretty hectic and I stay away from the internet more often than I did during the summer.
By the way, I fell in love with Lana Del Rey, I love everything about her: Her voice, music and style is so beautiful. :'')
And I don't look mean right? Lately I been told that, and I always wondered why some people don't talk to me. I am nice people. -.- I need new people to talk to, so whoever reads this: I love you & go message me. n__n
